.:LAURA
(Note Laura is Rob B's wife)
I was born in Utah and raised in both Utah and New
Mexico. In the 1950’s and 1960’s, LDS (Mormon)
Missionaries came to the Navajo reservations teaching
their Mormon faith and indoctrinating Navajo parents
with their idea that “Families are Forever.”
A program was developed that sent Navajo children to
foster families in Utah who would give them a year of
education at school as well as teach them the tenants
of the Mormon religion. This program was called, “The
Lamanite Placement Program,” named after the “Lamanite”
people in the Book of Mormon who the Mormons claim are
the principle ancestors of Native American Indians.
In August of 1975 at the age of nine, my Mom sent me
away to Brigham City, Utah to a LDS foster family. This
was where I was introduced to the Mormon faith, but
being only nine years old, I didn’t think much
of it. I learned about the Mormon Jesus, Heavenly Father
and the Book of Mormon. I liked the Book of Mormon because
it made me special because I was a “Laminate.”
I was told that the Lamanite people in the Book of Mormon
were my ancestors and the remnant Jews of the House
of Israel. I remember asking my foster Mom one day,
“If God had a dad and his dad also had a dad before
him, who was his dad?” She replied, “We
are not to ask questions like that, nor question our
faith.”
Over the next ten years, I was slowly indoctrinated
into the Mormon Church. I was a “Mormon”
and proud of it! But that thinking didn’t last
long. After graduating, I started working and living
a sinful life. I didn’t care to go to church because
the idea of needing to “be perfect” and
“choose the right” was crammed into my mind
all those years. I felt I could never live up to the
LDS Church’s Standards and Teachings. No one can
be that perfect!
At age 25, I was pregnant and realized my life needed
to change and that I needed God and the Church. In December
of 1999, the clothing company I working for asked me
to transfer to Nevada. This is where I met Rob who would
become my future husband. He was a former Mormon who
had just accepted the real Jesus into his life that
December. Praise God!
We dated and were engaged within two months, but only
to embark on a difficult journey of different faiths.
By summer, we ended the relationship. In September 2000,
I took a new job in New Jersey. A week before leaving,
I got a card in the mail from Rob. He expressed his
desire that he only wanted to share the true Jesus with
me and that I can have a personal relationship with
Jesus like he did. I called him and we debated that
issue right up to the time I left for New Jersey.
While I was in New Jersey, I really started to have
doubts about the Mormon Church. Not to mention the fact
that Rob continued to call and share with me about the
true Jesus of the Bible. I prayed, read the Bible, the
Book of Mormon, the Doctrine and Covenants searching
for the truth. My soul was literally on the edge of
Heaven or Hell. I needed to know the truth!
I started attending Calvary Hope Church that use to
hold meetings for the KKK, and I tuned into the local
radio station and started listening to Christian pastors.
I wondered how these pastors knew God’s truth
and I didn’t. How could this be so easy for everyone
else but me? Why was I struggling to know the truth?
On October 23, 2000, I went to the local library and
downstairs of the library where I found books about
Ex-Mormons who had come out of the LDS Church. I also
found books that exposed many of the problems with the
LDS Church. I read them until I was sick to my stomach
because God was revealing the evil of the Mormon Church
to me. I also felt an evil presence surround me and
finally I had to get out of the library.
I was driving my rental car crying, scared and shaken
by this experience when a Christian pastor on the radio
announced how to receive the gift of salvation. I pulled
over into a theater parking lot and called my sister-in-law
Audra who had just accepted the real Lord Jesus into
her life one year earlier. She answered the phone and
tearfully led me in the sinner’s prayer to receive
the Lord into my life. The very instant I accepted Jesus
into my heart, the fear I had been experiencing immediately
left me and was replaced with total peace that only
My Savior could give me! I left a message on Rob’s
answer machine saying, “I am a new creature!”
When he got my message, he replied, “It’s
about time!”
“He that hath received his testimony
hath set to his seal that God is true.” --John
3:33
If you would like to know more about
how to receive the real Jesus into your life, click
on the following link to learn How
to Have Eternal Life. (www.4witness.org)
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